Here we go again...

Now that Peanut is 18 months old and getting a little more independent (we ditched the bottles this week!), my husband and I are thinking about #2.

One part of me thinks we're crazy to think about this so soon. We've had a really difficult year and a half.

The other part of me is very excited and hopeful to try again. I want to experience being pregnant, big belly and all. Peanut is so much fun and to think of having another makes me happy. I like the idea of kids being close in age and getting passed the newborn stage. We originally wanted 3 kids, so we'll see how #2 goes.

If things don't go smoothly, it'll be really difficult handling whatever situation is handed to us while taking care of Peanut. But we have to believe things will go as they're meant to, hopefully smoothly, or we'll never get through this sane. We also have a huge support system in the area.

And so it begins. We are officially not avoiding. I think He'll take care of us.